Happy-Sad

Lyf's going weird these days! The more I try to be happy, more I end up feeling sad! Not my fault..this world is conspiring against my mood!

First, all these sad songs coming up in new movies! They are so full of sadness and they are so my-type songs that I do nothing but listen to them whenever m free! And then I can't get them off my mind when m not free!! Can't help it...I'd die if I don't listen to songs at least once a day!

Second, my friends! We all have the same story to grieve over! But still whenever they see me...they say only one thing as if I'm the only one blessed on this earth! I won't mention that thing here cuz that's a secret and moreover, I don want to think about it!

Third, The novel!! I dunno what the hell was I thinking when I decided to read that novel. Actually, I know.. It was cuz of the really hot guy on the cover page of that novel that I picked it up! Though..that's a different thing that the guy I fell for on the cover page is dead right from the first page of the novel!! P.S. I love You.. The most depressing novel I have ever come across (though I'm loving it...nd I've decided m goin to watch the movie too!)

Plus...my hostel! No water, no coolers nd such yummy food! I once ate parwal thinking that its capsicum! Nd I hate parwal!! U can't figure out what is what in mess!! H for hell..H for hostel! They r synonyms! (Still..I love it)

I just realized...m cribbing way too much! perhaps..I need to change something. :-S

Nd yes..one funny thing happened among all this! My teacher called me up last night to tell me that she has cancelled the test we had to give on wednesday. She was telling me something else too...her plans for us(weekly assignments,doubt sessions nd all). I didn't listen to a single word she spoke! I was so overwhelmed by the first news...I was thinking about how many smileys should I make in my message to inform the whole class about it!! Moreover, she had saved me from the horror of toting the huge book with me back home! Now I'll have to think about a very good excuse to tel her as to why I don't remember anything she had told me!! ;-)

Btw...Happy Independence Day to all.. :)