The Holiday Party

That's right. I have a Holiday party tomorrow. Nd m not at all excited. Nd neither m I going with the cliche' that 'M not a party person', which actually was my mantra for a long time. Very recently I realized that I do enjoy parties; :) Anyway, that's not the issue!

M not looking forward to the party because of my own mistake! So, the thing is that the whole office knew about the party since November. Nd we got around three to four reminders for registering ourselves for the party. Nd u guessed it right! I did not register myself. Nd when do I realize my simple mistake? Today! x-( Nd they say it's too late now to register yourself, which, sadly though, seems to be fairly reasonable. I'll have to go to the party as somebody's guest now. Nd m not able to find any "somebody"! :( Everyone is getting a guest!

Actually, I did register for the party. But God only knows what I registered myself for! Anyways, whatever happened to that form now! Huh! Already, I was feeling so high about myself that this had to happen! I feel mad at myself for being so stupid, so careless and so very dumb! I definitely need to be more disciplined nd more responsible! Now, what to i do to feel better? Usually, when m mad at somebody, I stop talking to that person for a day or two. M mad at myself. How do you not talk to yourself! x-(

M off to some deep breathing now nd a deeper thinking. Hope to write next time in a better mood. :-|