Learning..

Its been four months since I started working. Nd I've already reached the point where you start musing over the purpose of your life. (Too soon! Isn't it?) But seriously, everything looks rosy in the beginning. But, when you sit down and look back, its not that beautiful as you thought it'd be.

Gosh! I sound too depressed. Its not Google. So far, Google has been the best thing that has happened to me. It's just me nd it's one of those times where you realize that you still have a long...long way to go. Perhaps, even longer than you ever imagined. Nd the question that's scaring the hell out of me is whether I'll ever be able to really do something about it or not! Will I ever be able to make it worthwhile?

This is pretty much all that's going on in my mind these days. Thinking, thinking and a lot more of thinking. Nd few things that might sound stupid but, that keep me going through this are shopping, movies and the thought, which by the way is not stupid, that every person at some point in his life finds himself in a situation like this and finds himself alone and also, finds a way through it on his own.

Now, I sound too philosophical! Actually, I don't like writing emotional nd philosophical stuff in my blog. But, sometimes you just want to let it out. That's what I did. May be, I'll read this post someday in future nd laugh it off with a tinge of embarrassment. :)