Bored and....bored.

Its been a while that I've written something…and I miss writing. First things first, I've been in a rotten mood for one month running. So, if this post sounds depressing/uninteresting/dull you know why. Let's begin now. I've shifted to Gurgaon again. But, that doesn't make any difference to my readers(if there are any) since I never wrote anything about moving out of Gurgaon in the first place. So, yes, that did happen once and now I'm back to square one. Last time, I left Gurgaon in one month only cuz I thought it was lifeless(which I still think it is). Seriously, I haven't even seen a stray dog in Gurgaon! Not that I want to, but come on I need to say something to prove my point. Now, I'm back here cuz nothing else was working out.

In some ways, Gurgaon is better. I have more time for myself now. Put it another way, I have more time to get bored of myself…plus I get time to read too. But, lately I've become so lazy that I have to push myself into doing something worthwhile! This is one thing that I keep wondering about when I'm sitting idle. What has led me into being such a lazy bum!? Nd esp these days, I'm going through that phase in life where you suddenly realize that life is going past you! You thought you had time and then one day you find out that you're just standing still while others have crossed miles and miles. When you feel that you don't have any ambition left in life. I'm sure all of us go through this phase at least once in life. So, that's the reason I'm not taking it too hard on myself. (:D) But, I do realize that I've to be much more sincere in life. Now that the realization part is over, the action part has to start. Nd it starts right now! (In my next post, if I remember, I'll give updates on how far did it go :-/)

Uhh…look what this idleness had done to me. I stopped reading completely. When I don't read I don't write cuz I feel creatively challenged. So, whenever you see a new post on my blog after a long time, you should know that I've started reading something. These days I'm reading Catch 22. This is the fifth and the last time that I'm giving this novel a shot. Not that it's a boring novel. It's hilarious and great fun! Actually, I'm reading a second hand copy of the novel. What turns me off is its look. Its pages are mostly dark grey in color and its hard to keep all the pages together in the novel. They keep coming out and once they are out, they keep falling down and I don't have enough patience to take care of each and every page! My laziness and stinginess is not allowing me to buy a new copy. That's why the whole story!

I'm writing nothing but crap only because my mind has nothing but crap right now. Forgive me for wasting your time(if at all there IS someone whose time I've wasted) Talking about crap reminds me of Robot, the movie. I watched it yesterday. Not the whole movie, some part of it. Nd boy! I loved the movie. :D Totally! Next up on my to-do list is "watch Robot". Ohh..I've come up with another fantastic idea. :D My to-do list! I don't have any right now. But, I'll start writing one and my next post is gonna be my to-do list! :) Ahh! I feel somewhat happier!

Okay, let's not be over-dramatic. I don't feel any better. :-/